作词 : 病蛹乐队
作曲 : 病蛹乐队
Over and over again
I descend into the same pattern
This isn’t how I wanted it to be
Yet I can’t help but re-enter this pattern
It’s ruthlessly controlling every cell in my body
I’m rotting away
And I still don’t know why
My body and soul are fighting each other
This is too complicated. It’s just too complicated
It’s time to get rid of what I don’t need
It’s time to rediscover my direction
Scrambling against the current, that’s life
Flailing in a wild wind like fallen leaves, that’s life
My desire runs too deep. It’s eating me up
Everything I have done has led me on the path that seems to have no way out
This is too complicated. It’s just too complicated. Each tries to cheat the other
Each talks nonsense
Look at myself, I can’t find my way out
Yet I don't wanna be in company with that
Look at myself, I can’t find my way out
Yet I don't wanna be in company with that
Don’t be in company with that
Scrambling against the current, that’s life
Flailing in a wild wind like fallen leaves, that’s life
It can’t stop
I don't wanna go on like that
Life like a knife, I am always getting hurt
I can't lose this fight even though it’s too hard
Life like a knife, I am always getting hurt
It’s time to find my way out