作曲 : Mirei Toyama/Samuel Morris Zornow/Zak Adams Leaver
I wake up alone, stare right into my phone
Seems like a lot of shh I gotta do today, where is my clone
Heartbreak in progress, I cried last night and my face is a mess
Now haters want an apology, but I wanna sit back and read my book on sociology
Used to act like I was fine, always on my grind
But time won't ever wait for me, so much that I need to see
I get stuck in a loop, tryna see if I recoup
I'm my own worst enemy, gotta love both sides of me
Worst and best, stressed and blessed
In my life and mental, stop being judgmental
Not what I do, it's how I feel
I wanna be loved by me, sick of always trying
I wanna be loved by me, sick of always trying
Turn off my phone or maybe airplane mode
Gatta get outta here and get away fly to my mother's home
Hop in a hot spring there's no one here to make me sing
I can't switch off my mind or even my line, my friends are always gossipin takin their time
Wish I had space like them, but I got photo shoot at 10
Cause time won't ever wait for me, there's too much that I need to be
I get stuck in a loop, tryna see if I'll recoup
I'm my own worst enemy, can I love both sides of me
Worst and best, stressed and blessed
In my life and mental, stop being judgmental
Not what I do, it's how I feel
I wanna be loved by me, sick of always trying for you
Not me, you, I gotta love me
You, not me, you, I gotta love me
