i still remembered the day i
met everyone before it all
when we were younger,
and full of hunger,
it's funny how we never changed
i'm still smiling through the pain
you made us laugh whenever it rained
and now i wish i did the same, oh
so now i'm wondering have you
always been in a hurry?
if i was there too,
would i have saved you?
you didn't even say goodbye
i wish i could reset the time
just like how you always talked about
whatever it takes for you to stay around
just a little longer, i'll be stronger
but you were never the type to ask for help
whenever you're hurting
yet, i can't blame you
cuz i'm the same too
i know that feeling all too well
when your mind's a living hell
now i could only hope you've found
what you've been searching for in the clouds
and wherever you are right now,
i hope that it's better than here, oh
now that you're finally able to rest
though i don't know what happens next,
i'm sure i'll see you once again
and reminisce about all the old times
in our castle in the sky
i just wanna see your name come online
sent a million ****ing messages- no reply
know that it's real but i still wish that it's a lie
gotta stay strong, ain't no tears left to cry
i was distant, i know i'm sorry
you was there from the start
i'll never forget you, don't worry
this permanent scar right across my heart