Lost in an ocean
Getting harder tryna stay above the water feeling all these emotions
I've been holding onto moments for the moment I'm exhausted
Pretty penny for your thoughts it'll cost me
I was looking for myself when I lost you
I was looking for myself when I lost you
When I lost you
Yeah surrounded by these feelings
I drown them in my heart
I must fight of these demons or they'll tear me apart
Can you keep all my secrets
I hide them in the dark
I don't know where I'm going
I've been here from the start
And I am not as confident as I seem
It's just better when i'm saying that I'm living my dream
Everything could fall apart at the end of the seams
But my life don't really matter like it should to me
See i'm reaching up reaching up tryna keep my head above the surface
But instead it's like my demons really keeping up keeping up tryna find a way out
In the mean time baby I'll be puffin indica indica
I might wave goodbye as I sit and watch my life go by like a cinema cinema
A cinema cinema
But that's why I'm into you I wanna pick up the potion
I wanna get out this ocean
I wanna put away all my concerns and emotion
By the way though it was really nice to know ya
And I wish I could stay one time but I don't see us getting any closer
Maybe someday I'll say goodbye to the waves with a final hallelujah
And I am not as confident as I seem
It's just better when I'm saying that I'm living my dream
Everything could fall apart at the end of the seams
But my life don't really matter like it should to me