Apricot Flowers & Van Gogh
作词 : N1NGM
作曲 : N1NGM
编曲 : N1NGM
I tried to paint my world in black and white
But I buried all the colors in the night
I wish I meant it when I said I’m letting go
But the truth is slow
I buried it all
We were supposed to be the same
Birds of a feather now I choke on the shame
I lied smooth désolé mon amour
Didn’t see the poison in my power
I opened the door just to bury it all
Somewhere in my mind I still see their faces
Put their hearts in locked up places
I tried
I’m not meant to live in black and white
I’m the shadow in the light
I’m not what you need
I wish
Not what you need
I meant it when I said I’m moving on
But the guilt stays long
And I buried it all
It’s not true
True fool true fool
I’m the fool who buried you
Mm mm mm
Ah-ah
Ah-ah
You were softer than a butterfly
Beautiful and meant to fly
But I clipped your wings with my own hands
Didn’t know love had demands
I don’t blame you
But I can’t change you
Don’t hate me
But you can’t save me
You reached for me with real hands
I was too deep in my own plans
Too scared to be really known
So I buried you alone
But they could say the same bout me
I sleep three hours each night
Twenty-one a week chasing a light
And you could say the same bout you
Too good for the things I do
Just a soul I buried blue
I don’t blame you
I don’t blame you
But I can’t change you
Don’t hate me
But you can’t save me
You can’t save me
Cause they could say the same bout me
I sleep three hours each night
Twenty-one a week losing the fight
They could say the same bout me
I sleep three hours each night
Twenty-one a week afraid of the light
They could say the same bout me
I sleep three hours each night
I’m the grave I built with pride
Ooh-ooh
It’s over now
It’s over now
It’s over now
Ah-ah-ah ahh
But when will I hear the next one