Intoxication, in need of some observation, lost all of my motivation lately
My body’s frozen, you dried up my oxytocin, been sinking into the ocean, save me
Cause I’ve been enabled and I’ve been unstable
Guess I should be able to be over it out on my own
Replaying the timeline and I know you’re not mine
But once in a lifetime you go crazy when you know you know and I know if I

I hold my breath
And play our movie in my head it’s almost like you never left
And you’re still laying in my bed
But when the phone lights up, when the doorbell rings
When the whiskey hits I replay what you said
It’s us or death
Swearing you’ll come back
But I won’t hold my breath
I won’t hold my breath
I won’t hold my

Sense of security, my true lack of maturity, all my impurities against you
Anticipating the days of sitting and waiting, my eyes are completely vacant meant to
See a new future, and rip out the sutures
The places that you were in my body in my heart and soul
I retell the story, every time it bores me, in pieces you tore me
But I go back to you every night I lay down and I

I hold my breath
And play our movie in my head it’s almost like you never left
And you’re still laying in my bed
But when the phone lights up, when the doorbell rings
When the whiskey hits I replay what you said
It’s us or death
Swearing you’ll come back
But I won’t hold my breath
I won’t hold my breath
I won’t hold my
I won’t hold my

Intoxication, in need of some observation, lost all of my motivation lately