You went to a party
I heard from everybody
You part the crowd like the Red Sea
Don't even get me started
Did you get anxious though
On the way home
I guess I'll never ever know
Now that we don't talk
You grew your hair long
You got new icons
And from the outside
It looks like you're tryin' lives on
I miss the old ways
You didn't have to change
But I guess I don't have a say
Now that we don't talk
I call my mom she said that it was for the best
Remind myself thе more I gave you'd want me less
I cannot be your friend so I pay the price of what I lost
And what it cost now that we don't talk
What do you tell your friends we
Shared dinners long weekends with
Truth is I can't pretend it's
Platonic it's just ended so
I call my mom she said to get it off my chest off my chest
Remind myself the way you faded 'til I left until I left
I cannot be your friend so I pay the price of what I lost
Of what I lost
And what it cost now that we don't talk
I don't have to pretend I like acid rock
Or that I'd like to be on a mega yacht
With important men who think important thoughts
Guess maybe I am better off now that we don't talk
And the only way back to my dignity
Was to turn into a shrouded mystery
Just like I had been when you were chasing me
Guess this is how it has to be now that we don't talk