Holding your breath
Trying to ready yourself
For whatever I'm gonna do
Will I drag you in bed
Trying to fix it with sex
Or will I tell you I'm done with you
I know I know I know
I'm complicated kinda crazy
But will you stay the night
I know I know
It's hard to trust me
Yeah but if you let me
I I'll make it right
I don't ever mean to
Take it out on you
And I don't want to hurt you
But I always do
I don't have a clue whats f**king wrong with me
But I'm always turning on the ones that love me
And I don't ever mean to
No I don't mean to be cruel
Cruel
Dropping the L's
Like there's nobody else
But there's somebody on my heart
I'm trying my best
To fall in love with myself
Never thought it would be this hard
I know I know I know
It's complicated
And frustrating
You wish that I were fine
I know
That it's a lot to ask of you to wait for me
But please
Give me a little more time
I don't ever mean to
Take it out on you
And I don't want to hurt you
But I always do
I don't have a clue whats f**king wrong with me
But I'm always turning on the ones that love me
And I don't ever mean to
No I don't mean to be cruel
Cruel
Yeah I got a couple problems
Yeah I'm trying to work on them
Yeah I promise I'm working on them
Will you wait as I'm working on them
Cause you know
I don't ever mean to
Take it out on you
And I don't want to hurt you
But I always do
I don't have a clue whats f**king wrong with me
But I'm always turning on the ones that love me
And I don't ever mean to
No I don't mean to be cruel
No I don't mean to be cruel
No I don't mean to be cruel