I see black skies and white lies I'd rather be
Dead filling my head with different enemies
Thoughts consuming me fueling my insecurities
As the ground right under crumbles
As if it wasn't there
It's too much my heart's crushed I'm not alive
I won't allow myself happiness 'cause it's all lies
I've seen the pain I've run away so many times
Death and I are companions it's here at all times
I won't love won't trust I'm bone thug
I can't feel but managed to steal your heart love
Was dirt poor now **** whores and want love
It seems that anything offered could be enough but
As time body falls
Don't know who to call
Alone in my heart got tatt
Of it broke
I'm so ******* numb my life has succumb

Treating death alone in the snow